Friday, March 18, 2011

she is Nurul Faezien..my along~~

haha hari ni terasa la sangat bengong... bodoh pun ada juga... i really miss this person.. yg i da x ctc dia soooo long time already... n wat did i do?? haha i enter the person name in the google tabs... n then.... quite a list of webpage related to her name... wow!! at first i'm excited to look at the web page.. but then... damn freak... i make myself crying for the stupid damn thing.... arghhhhhh!!!! y is dat???? y????? pikot... the past is past... i dunno how to say it... but its really hard to get her out of my mind... huhuhuhu =(

a lot of memory with her.. i can say that she is one of the best person in my life...dat treat me very well...before the other person ruined everything...before its all money fren that she is looking for...OMG!! what did i done wrong?? huhu and our fighting do not settle at all.. we are still keep blaming on each other whenever the talk begin... n i really dont have idea on how to solve our problem...x suka gaduh ngan org lama2!!!!

its over one year...i'm really tired... i want it to be settle in proper way...god help me...do whatever wrong that she did, i will still not forgot the kindness of her...especially her family..to let me stay in the house whenever my father has courses to attend and cannot sent me to school... when her parents willing to take me home from tuition center late at nite... saya betul2 terhutang budi dengan mereka...i want us to be friend again... even it is not like before.. but its bettter than having this awkward situation...

To my dearest Nurul Faezien Bt Abd Rasid... i am truthfully sorry if i'm the one who start all the fight... if i'm the one who made the most mistake with u... if i'm the one who disappointed u most.. if all these thing starting from me... Please forgive me as i have already forgive you for a long time ago...let us live peacefully...pls2...come settle in in a proper way...i dont want us to keep arguing on the past thing each time you mail me...i really dont like the word of "mengungkit"... If you will have a chance on reading this blog...pls...consider it...

hot n cold
~xoxo~

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